Wednesday, January 21, 2009

just wait...

i will post again one day...
i promise...
things have been crazy since the cruise...

having a bad bad day...
i wish i took bring sarah with me everywhere to make wise decisions for me.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

not really days 4 and 5

I'm trying not to slack so soon on this thing, but since I don't have a home computer at the moment it's kinda hard to update on a daily basis. That should all be resolved by mid-February hopefully. I've still taken pics everyday, so I'll update the last 2 days when I update everything from the cruise.

I hope everyone has a great week and hopefully it won't be so stressful.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Day 3 - Hip Hip Hooray

That's Luke!!!! Pretty much the exact dog I want minus the chewing and his fighting with other dogs. He belongs to my co-worker Casey, but he's in the office almost once a week. I love Luke.

So I've been in the best mood allllll day. It was kind of a slow day, but at the end of it I feel really productive. I got a lot done and I love that feeling. Only a few days until I get to completely relax, but I'm trying not to think about it because I don't want it be over.

I feel good in general. I even a bad thing and I still came out feeling fine. I looked at pictures I should not have looked at because weeks ago they would've devastated me, but they actually had no effect on me at all. I am so much happier now it's crazy. I'm just content. I finally feel like I'm ready to go out there and be my old self again. I think NYE helped me realize that too. I'm going to being my old self again, but a better version... a more mature version... a wiser version of who I was a year ago. No more rushing into things or giving crazy people second chances. I will follow my gut and intuition.

Wish me luck!

P.S. The time is incorrect... This was completed at 6pm, but it won't let me post it at the correct time... I'll figure out later!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Day 2 - Pain pain go away

So these are my NYE bruised up legs from falling my late night drunken stupor. They are never going to heal. They are still bruised up and scabby and they look gross. It didn't help that they kept rubbing on the mat this morning in yoga, which was really painful. Even though they happened in 2009, I am calling them my 2008 bruises. Now is my healing time. Soon they will be gone and I will be just like new again. I'm almost all healed up, but I just have to wait for the physical and emotional scabs to fall off (ewww that's gross). Hopefully they won't look that gross by Monday. Hopefully I won't fall in a drunken stupor on the cruise and scrape them up again... hopefully. The scar on my shin is not from NYE, that's a scar from when I was 12 and fell on my dad's on rusty metal tool box. That wasn't a fun either.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Oh yes... how could i forget?!?! I must thank Erin for inspiring so many start / continue these blogs.

I am looking forward to coming back to everything we've written months from now.

365 (or more) days of me... Day 1

So there's this rage going on about Photo projects and self-reflection and blogging about your hopes, dreams, feelings, fears, and what not that I am admittedly jumping on the bandwagon for. I could've started this about 2 months ago, but it's better late than never, right?

I'm going to warn everyone that while spelling means everything to me, I don't care much for grammar or punctuation. I use them both quite often, but I don't really care about checking them. So I hope you don't mind. I'm also really good at forgetting to write words, but I guess that just goes along with my cryptic ways.

So Day 1... I chose not to take a picture of myself because my bangs super annoyingly long and I'm getting them trimmed today. So I took a picture of my penguins on my desk (plus part of last year's Christmas gift from Heidi). These were all gifts to me from people who know I like penguins. And I do. I like penguins a lot, but my goal for 2009 is to not get as many penguins items as I did last year and the year before that and the year before that.